.home at last.

what a relief!

finally i got over the exams..

it was like hell!!!

i haven’t had enough sleep at all

most of my papers i stayed up studyin’

i felt my eyes were popping out already

miraculously, i can stay awake with wide eyes during the exam..haha~

but i do feel kinda dissapointed

i’m worried bout chm and math

i aimed that i would get an a for both

now, i just hope that i would pass

it was HARD!

i cried after chm

huhu~ =[

alone in my room

at first due to some incident (hmph~)

then bread monster came n accompanied me

i realized 1 thing

no matter what happen between us

me n bread monster cannot be seperated

even though we hate each other to death

haha~we still can laugh at nothing in particular

i guess that is the best definition for besties

u can’t live without someone that annoys u in a besties way

not someone who talks behind me and have the nerve to call herself my fren

there’s a lot of bitches out there

so watch out u guys~

pretty on the outside doesn’t mean that the inside is pretty too

innocent look doesn’t ensure an innocent mouth too

i learnt a lot this semester

hopefully it will make me a better person in future

for that someone, i hope u’re happy

i hope that u would stop bitchin’ coz everybody is talking

and believe me it doesn’t sound good

n for the other bitches

i hope that ur eyes will come together

and ur mouth is sewn tight

it makes me sick of how people pretend to look good

n at the end, they talk bout u

with other people

behind ur back

n still thinks that they’re ur besties

i hope that i can find a big, big mirror n gave them

let them look at themselves before pointing their fingers at other people

others whom i don’t have any problems with

blow me off just like that

they don’t even care to listen

i would want to ask one question

what is the difference between me n her?

why on earth would u guys picked her side instead of me?

because she got out of the room that nite?

because u’re on the same batch?

or was it because u guys think that she’s a innocent girl?

or was it because her family broke up?

or was it just because she’s pretty?

WHY?

i thought that someone said

“ini bukan pasal sepa salah sepa betul”

so why are u guys avoiding me?

why on earth would u guys roll ur eyes when u see me?huh?

is it because she told u guys to do it?

is it because she said something bout me?

bout me hating u guys?

is that it?

i’m sick of waiting for u guys to come to me n hear my side of the story

hear what i want to say before deciding on hating me

u guys r just like kids

no maturity at all

there must be a reason why i was mad at her

why i was so pissed off that i cant control my tone with her

FYI, i had never EVER shouted at anyone before in my life

my advice for u guys lah

if she can talk behind my back just like that to u guys

that means she can also talk behind ur backs with me

many people advice me not to post this

but i am so fucking mad that i just want to slapped them real hard

it won’t come out from my head

if it wasn’t for the exams

i would have long gone home

i wouldn’t have to look at their shit-like-face

and bulls-of-a-dog-eyes

sorry for the language

this IS the censored post

the uncensored one would make u want to kill urself after reading it

thanx for reading this hate letter

n to whom it may concern

get a life!

^^,